Jennifer Lopez in a revealing new Behind the Music interview, opens up her heart to discuss the emotional rollercoaster of  her career and love life. The Leo girl describes herself as the type of women who lives in the moment, impulsive and passionate she’s in love with love. After two failed marriages, when she met Ben Affleck, she said she thought he was her Prince Charming.

Together, they were two Leos in love, both jockeying for the spotlight, who loved to be the center of the attention. During the Behind the Music interview, you can see a tinge of regret in her face that the relationship didn’t work out.  Bittersweet memories, Ben Affleck and her had high hopes for the future and thought they would be together forever. Or at least that’s what Jennifer Lopez thought. What was most telling, was how the relationship fell apart. Jennifer said, Ben was use to be the media darling, with her he wasn’t and he didn’t like it.

A few days before their wedding, Ben Affleck got cold feet and didn’t want to marry her. (That must have been painful and embarrassing) Of course, the rest is history and the two Hollywood powerhouses broke up. Jennifer admits that Affleck was the first man to really break her heart. Live and love…

Now, an older and wiser Jennifer Lopez is  married to Marc Anthony, a down to earth Virgo. She said  after years of being apart, a chance meeting brought them back together. She said at 38, she found her soulmate with her man, Marc Anthony. What makes the marriage work she says, is they share similar upbringing and values. Marc Anthony calls Jennifer Lopez is his muse and he considers himself one of the most lucky men in the world. Together, they are better for knowing and loving each other.

Definitely worth checking out. You can view video clips from Behind the Music at VH1.com.

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Jacy Nova

Jacy Nova is the resident Astrologer and Managing Editor for Astrochicks.com. Born under the zodiac sign of Virgo, she has a Libra Rising and Libra Moon.