Here is a partial excerpt of the emails that Ed supposedly wrote to Bethany and Lindsay. They have been posted on ABC Boards and Reality Steve’s website. Kudos to RS for scoring another big win.

Poor Jillian, how can she stay with this guy? Especially after the feel good announcement of adopting a dog. Wait, she doesn’t need a dog she already has one.

From: Ed Swiderski
Sent: Thursday, March 05, 2009 12:01 PM
To: Bethany Steffen
Subject: RE:

Babe: this is great email. And I appreciate it.

You worry too much! Let’s talk about it in person ok?

You know I never took this thing seriously. In addition, I’ve let the Director know that I would be

doing the show for the wrong reasons as I am not, in any way, attracted to the chick.

It’s still about a 25% chance of me going, though it’s seriously the last thing I’m thinking about right now…

——Original Message——
From: Ed Swiderski
Subject: RE: Muddy Buddy Race – August 2, 2009
Sent: Apr 12, 2009 8:38 PM


And honestly I have not had fun since I’ve been here…it really has nothing to do with her anyway.

In fact we only have seen her a few times. I think about you all the time and can’t wait to see you.

——Original Message——
From: Ed Swiderski
Subject: RE: Muddy Buddy Race – August 2, 2009
Sent: Apr 12, 2009 8:35 PM


You’re right and I miss you dearly. I love you.

I’m letting them know tonight. Hopefully they’ll get me home tomorrow.

From: []
Sent: Saturday, April 11, 2009 11:21 PM
To: Ed Swiderski
Subject: Re: Muddy Buddy Race – August 2, 2009

Why isn’t it that easy? If you don’t come home tomorrow are u bound there the entire 6 weeks?

I can’t do this, ed. I’m sick to my stomach constantly. If you’re going to be there longer u HAVE to

tell me asap. It’s not fair. You promised 2 weeks. Promised. She doesn’t deserve to have ur attention

any longer. This isn’t right. You being there isn’t right. How r u pretending? Are u pretending?

Come back to me. Please. Screw f’ing abc. If you want to come home to me it shouldn’t be that hard.

Should it? I’m just having a really tough time with this. I miss you.
Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T


From: Ed Swiderski
Date: Sat, 11 Apr 2009 14:43:37 -0700
Subject: RE: Muddy Buddy Race – August 2, 2009

Trying, though it’s not that easy. This is a complete mind f*ck!!!

Sigh, total douche bag… I wonder if this was all planned to create drama? The only mind f*ck going on is Ed’s…

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