In Britney Spears new documentary, she opens up about her heartbreak over the ending of her relationship with Justin Timberlake and Kevin Federline.

On her breakup with Justin and K-Fed:

With Justin, he was a part of the magnitude of what I had become. So when he was gone I was like, What am I supposed to do with myself? I was devastated [by the breakup] but I handled it a lot better than the [split] with Kevin….He started to do an album for himself and he started to do things for himself, and I just never saw him anymore….When it ended I felt so alone. I didn’t really wanna think about the reality of it. I never faced it….I just ran.

It must be difficult being a celebrity, you’re never really sure if people want you for you. Or if they’re using you for fame and fortune. At least with Justin it was real love, on K-Fed that’s another story. It turns out that K-fed’s a pretty cool guy but Britney definitely got the short end of the stick. She lost her kids, money, and her heart.

Hopefully her taste in men will improve. She seems like a sweet and simple girl, someone who just wants to have fun. Hang in there Britney, there’s a special guy out there just waiting for you.

Her new 90 minute documentary, airs on MTV, on November 30th. Time to TIVO!